Kiasu Crossover ver. 07 .::Kira::.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006 07:42 am

Not quite there yet.

Current Music: Basic Instructions (Before Leaving Earth) / B.I.B.L.E. by Burlap of Cashmere

Cool Song. With a touch of a Latin beat. Yet, obviously, a Christian Song. Quite weird 'cause I knew Cashmere sounded familiar, then I remembered, I had a character from a fanfic I wrote named "Kashmir" (some Egyptian Pharaoh) ~~Babbling again.~~

Back on writing here and was planning to put up a new layout. I already finished it but I'm not home right now. ^_^; Made a dark layout featuring Yagami Raito. Ok, I'm gonna stop, I would spoil it. BTW, me fresh from "hiatus" is not quite back yet. ^_^; Though I've decided to find time to write here. Logged out from work this 5:30AM and still here because we'll go to a funeral later. It's on Araneta Ave. and have to wait for friends whose gonna log out at 9AM since I don't know the place.

"There are many worlds, but they share the same sky -- one sky, one destiny." --got this from Kingdom Hearts, a new game ~~for me~~

since I just started playing it. ~~I know, I know, I've been livin' in a cave.~~ Words that tries to imply hope that, all are the same, and the world won't stop spinning, then you'll just have to wait for the time you'd be brought up there in the pedestal. "Hope" something we've constantly claimed in our hearts so we won't drown and suffer endlessly in sorrow, no matter how we snatch our own world away from the bundle of others, we still don't have anywhere to go, one way or another, it'd still meet someone else's thus, either, bringing us to that solace we longed for & thought would've achieved having it alone, or greater grief, where it would let us feeling as if we've nowhere to run anymore. I don't know why I started thinking this way again. Everyday, it's getting weirder and weirder having to brood about things, which is getting scarier. ^_^;; Though, funny thing there, about the destiny stuff, I don't believe one sky would mean one destiny. I can't accept the fact that believeing that would make me end like every body else out there. Admit it, we wouldn't want to be anybody aside from our own selves. And even though, we're the same damned species on this planet, we would want to make our lives extraordinary from. That's why I never understood the quote I heard from Mecca back then, goes something like, the more you want to be different, the more you become like them. Now, the question is, how extraordinary would I wnt my life to be? Honestly, it's got to be something not only my physical and spiritual aspect would benefit, of course, it's got to be hailing God's name.

I don't want to leave work just yet, but I know, this isn't the world I have yet to be.Back then, I really missed school but after getting used to this--No pressure, no headaches, all fun. LOL. Now the words I've heard from almost everybody, "Once you've started working, you'll get used to it, and come to the point you'll love it and you wouldn't be able to go back to school." Yah, that's true alright. But, about the part of not being able to go back is something I would want to prove wrong. Well, still got a few months anyway, let's not hurry.

Again, plans I have right now. Well, one is making a graffiti wall inside my room. I've always wanted since I was a kid, something dark in background yet filled with highlighted colors. *sigh* Probably, once I got paint which is...err, I'm not sure when. ^_^;; Second? Swimming in Laguna with college friends. Well, the date setting wasn't bad, now, I have some use for the paid- rest day I've been saving. (I knew it's be for them.) An officemate got me all worried after telling me that "Fearless" was already shown in SM North Edsa last week. That's not friggin' fair

, I thought it'd be on March 1?! Anyways, rain or shine, alone or not, I'm gonna watch that!

This is already--uhm, long now and still I dunno how to end the post. BTW, Love month is already about to end. LOL. ~~Who cares?~~

Monday, January 30, 2006 06:28 am

5 weird things about me?...err.

Current Music: Come back to me (English Version) by Se7en

*screams silently* LOL. I'm starting to love Se7en's voice even more. Anyways, I read Abby's (thanks for the song, BTW! ^_^) blog few days back and I got tagged for that five weird things about yourself. Here goes...

5 weird things about me:

1.) There's this candy called Benson, a chocolate-filled one (according to them), you can buy in any store nearby. Since I was a kid, I hated it because it made me really DIZZZZY. Another one is, Lychee fruit. Also makes me dizzy.

2.) I prefer sleeping in our living room's sofa than in my bedroom. Since I was a kid, I do that and I'd tell my Dad to carry me to my room when I'm already asleep, but right now, Dad's not here to carry me to my room. ^_^;;

3.) When I really do miss my parents, I wouldn't be able to sleep or do whatever. But somehow, I'm starting to improve on this one, since I'm trying hard to be as independent as I can be. (Even though they resent that part of me.)

4.) I basically am interested on almost everything. As long as it's for a benefit, addtional knowledge, or anything I can spend my time knowing I'd gain something out of it. Examples are mainly arts stuff and computer stuff.

5.) It's not easy for me to eat if my spoon and fork are not of the same weight and design.

RIGHT NOW, I'm using my cousin's old PC since mine won't work today. I was about to have it fixed in a computer shop, but they're closed. So, tomorrow probably. And I can't help but get frustrated with this one. It's sooo friggin' slow, I can't even pull up and make 3 browsers work all at the same time. And so I left. *sigh* Yesterday morning Mecca was asking when am I gonna resign so I can go to school. And I can't believe she's asking me again why I quit school. Told her, studying is not something I can't live without, but that doesn't mean I don't need it. Tha's why I'm goin' back. I never had any regrets. She's burn out already, well, they only got one more year left, so, they don't have any right to complain now. LOL. ^_^V

(Life can get really screwed up if you think too much of it and worry of what to do for tomorrow. Tomorrow...something that anyone can never be sure of it will even come. *sigh* How sad.)

One last thing, I didin't know that, in the States, they use Coke to wash off blood from the road, where accidents happened. ^_^;; If you want to check if the pork you bought has worms, pour coke onto it and wait for awhile, they said you'll see those creepy crawling insects find their way out of it. And that Coke can also dissolve that chop of meat emerged in it for "2 DAYS"! (*sigh* I should know that. Pitiful me.)

Edit: BTW, I'm tagging Mecca, Daryl, Irish & Renz. Hmm...As if they'd be interested. LOL.

Friday, January 27, 2006 07:31 am

Finished.

Current Music: Supernova by Bump of Chicken

    It's not really finished 'cause some links are still down. But it's pretty much done already. Here it is again.

        http://crossevade.cjb.net

     It's boring though. Anyways, moving on. I thought my brother's goin' to Baguio. He's off to Tagaytay. >_< (pahiya ako dun, ah.) And I knew they sell Buko Pies in Tagaytay, hmmm... (tama na nga, baka mapahiya na naman. LOL.) My cousin was here from afternoon to evening, waiting for me to wake up. LOL. I was waking in between, since I'm sleeping in the living room's sofa, like what I always do. And see her once in a while laughing at me. When I woke up, they're playing playstation and she was totally bored. Well, I missed her since I lived with her in her house in Proj. 6 last summer. I didn't know Daryl and her chat in RFO. ^_^ I told her I wanted to play that game (since I thought it was really cool judging from a review made by a friend and seeing the site.) but eventually, dropped the idea after knowing you have to buy some freakin' load just to get to play it, which is more higher than RO's. (level-up talaga, kahit kelan!) And she started talking about the game and me asking almost about everything until she gave up and said, "Teka, isa-isa lang. Nalilito ako eh." LOL. She's still pissing me off because I'm still not posting the chibi anime chara I draw which looked like her. *sigh*

    So much ranting. This is my last day of the vacation. Huhu! (technically, yesterday.) Gonna sleep now, so I can play later when I woke up before I leave to work. (Addict! LOL.)

Note: And yah, Music's up already. ^_^ After a long time, I finally remembered downloading the audio converter. LOL.

Thursday, January 26, 2006 07:30 am

Get the hang of it.

Current Music: Dame! by Izumi You

    My 2nd day of vacation. LOL. And I haven't been playing (some playstation game.) much since I'm working on some freaking website that's too damn hard to customize. (it's a real pain in the neck when put up something that's purely .html instead of .php) ok, i'm complaining again...Sorry. Eherm!

    Things here at home wasn't quite good, that's probably why I just wanted to stay in my room. It's kind of weird because it's not like me to really run from anything that needs solution. But right now, I just let them do what they've got to do without any word from me. My mom wanted me to talk, but I felt really low these days with regards to thinking too much about complicated things. (I'm not loosing brain cells, am I?) Probably, I'd just sit back and see how things would go and maybe catch up when things are really that bad and annoyance is already unbearable. (I'm not really gonna talk about details regarding that matter.)

    My brother's going to Baguio on friday, I wonder if he'd buy me strawberries. Probably I'd just beg with bended knees. LOL. As if I can, I'm the Boss around here. LOL again. *sigh* Just wanted to blab. You guys are hating it, I know. ^_^;

Sunday, January 22, 2006 03:37 am

Vacation Galore.

Current Music: Virtual Insanity by Jamiroquai

    Just got home at 11:30 PM yesterday. The company asked who wanted to go home since there aren't much calls. Overstaffed. And of course, what company would want to pay people, when there weren't much clients. And tomorrow is another voluntary off for me. (of course, unpaid. >_<) BUT! Man, am I so glad. And next week, I have 3 days off. ^_^ (I wonder if I'll see digits on my payroll for this cut-off. ^_^;;) But then, supposedly, we were to go with the other team for a resort vacation in Laguna on 24-25, but my team manager was bound for a refresher training on the 25th so unluckily, we're left off on the floor. (yikes!)

    Anyways, got to chat with Meca for awhile, guess, I'm starting to miss those guys again. Too bad, I was playing a game...tee-hee! ^_^V Woo-hooo!! I won in Blitz ball! I knew I would, it was pretty easy using the Manual A (though they said it was for veterans).

    While I was riding the fx bound home, sitting beside the driver in front, I felt really sleepy. And along Balintawak, Q.C., a bus cut through the fx, I was shocked (a little), but what's more shocking was when the driver pulled out a gun from beside him, which seemed to be a .45 caliber and looked very angry. He went after the bus which was exceedingly fast. But, the fx driver calmed down after some time, when he wasn't able to keep up with the bus. But you know, at that time, I can't seem to understand why I wasn't afraid. Instead, I was anticipating for the next scene, like, the fx driver will finally keep up with the bus, roll the window down and aim his gun at the bus driver. And reporters would come and interview the everyone from the crime scene. LOL. Weird, ne? But you know what's a lot wierd? When I tried to look at the mirror, there's some words written in blue with yellow background, "Having a gun in possession is a responsibility."
    And I tell you, this is a real story.

    Just finished downloading death note (like, at last?) I'll be reading it and make a review probably tomorrow. Meca asked me whose my date on Valentine's Day? LOL. I never had, so why bother thinking! LOL again. AND the day was never an extraordinary day, like, I never looked forward on that day. So much so if it is a holiday when there's no school. He-He! I wonder who'll her date be? tee-hee! Hmm...I new I had a lot more to say and stories (dumb/silly/whatever stories) to tell but...I-ah...forgot them already. He-He! So...next time probably. ^_^

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